In light of events, in my home life not fandom, all of my personal and fic journal entries are now 'friends only'.
Here you will find much fangirling over Supernatura
I'm not making any flist-cuts, I'm just changing the way I run my journal from now on.
PS: If I post new fic, it'll be kept live for approximately two weeks before being friends locked. Oh and if you are here for fic, I have a fanfiction Masterpost which you can find by clicking on the link on the top left of my journal. The fics are 99.99% Supernatural/J2 but I might try branching out into Arthur/Eames at some point.
Whilst I'm delighted and chomping at the bit to see TDKR all I can think when I look at this picture is....
Arthur & Eames
Arthur & Eames
Arthur & Eames
2. Plan the July trip to see Batman at new local IMAX Cinema (thank you Cineworld.) Remember to imagine Bane v Batman like this....
Not like this....
3. Watch Warrior for the millionth time, pause it whenever Tommy's traps steal a scene. Settle in for a long viewing.
4. Try not to think about the long wait to see Tom sizzling in Lawless. Fail.
5. Try and avoid thinking about Tom too much in general because seriously that's nothing short of ovary suicide.
But the good news is that I'm still continuing with the fic and am doing two versions...because despite all of the above, that's how I roll.
I'm doing a J2 version and an Inception version, there is no logical explanation for such madness other than that I love Jared/Jensen and Arthur/Eames and I want them both. The story is coming together very slowly, I'm at 15k which is why I couldn't take part in Big Bang but hey, at least I can finish it without fear of failing to make the word count minimum.
Also I went on holiday last week and my boyfriend proposed, so we're engaged \0/. Although my divorce hasn't gone through yet so I don't even know if that's legal lol but hey I still said yes and have a lovely fiancé to prove it.
Hope you're all well. I am trying to play catch up with my flist and failing. *hugs*
Today has been one of those days where I've been having a serious Supernatural wobble, perhaps less of a wobble and more of an earthquake.
I've loved Supernatural for so damn long now it's hard to remember a time when it wasn't part of my existence, hell, I've got a reference to the show tattoo'ed on the back of my damn neck where it will remain. It'll be there when I'm old and white-haired and dribbling down my granny bib.
This is hard as hell to admit but lately, the passionate spark that Supernatural used to ignite just isn't there.
I'm hoping this is me being a mardy cow, I'm hoping this is me going through a phase, I'm hoping I'll wake up tomorrow and feel entirely different but somehow I know that's not going to happen.
I'll always, always, have a super huge soft spot for Supernatural and I'll never be able to fill that gap, I know that and it's fucking painful but I think this is me signing out. Stick a fork in me.
I'm still going to follow show and Flist, I'm still going to LOVE the hell out of you guys but I don't think this writing dry-spell of mine is going to disappear anytime soon.
There's a fanfic I'm working on for Big Bang that I guess is going to end up being a swan song of sorts, lol, prepare to put your earplugs in. I'm not sure yet whether I should withdraw from Big Bang and post it as and when it's ready, that's something I'm still undecided about...
Anyway, I wanted to thank each and every person who has ever took the time out of their day to read my rambling writing and especially to those who have held my hand and been my friend over the last...heck...seven years. I bloody well hope we can stay in touch someway, somehow.
I'll still be here hovering/lurking in the background of fandom, you'll know where to find me.
Much love xxx
And so, gentle Flist, I want to tell you now that for Big Bang this year I'm writing a J2 period drama.
Does the thought of a J2 period drama make you go...
Thank you so so so much to everyone who has sent cards/gifts/v-gifts for me and the Smurf, I really do appreciate it.
BTW I'm still taking ficlet prompts! You can read the ones I've already completed HERE and there's a link to the prompt post there too. I am super slow at writing so I'm taking prompts right up until Xmas and will post replies over the next couple of weeks (yep it takes me that long to write, sorry guys). I'd love some Sam/Dean prompts or SPN Gen prompts - if that tickles your fancy then please send them my way.
Hope everyone else is having a super week. *hugs*
Completed so far:
Jared has to manhandle a drunk Jensen into bed, written for locknkey
Fans adopt two donkeys and give them to Jared & Jensen at a convention, written for pippi
Jared is a mute orphen at the Ackles Home for the Young and Destitute, written for devon99